SO this am I received a call from Emmas doc that the new chest tube in place was just not doing enough to keep her left lung inflated. They had to now place a larger, second chest tube to basically help the first one. All of this is not her fault! Her lungs are immature yes but all of this damage was done on Saturday with her surgery and now we are trying to correct mans mishaps!!! We are stilll in the rest a few days mode and so still sedated and on minimal stimulation- only touched if absolutely neccessary. I woke up this am with a song stuck in my head and the chorus goes like this:
the voice of truth, tells me a different story
the voice of truth says do not be afraid
the voice of truth says "this is for MY glory"
I WILL CHOOSE to listen AND believe- the voice of truth!!